To tell everyone the truth, 2009 is literally a rollercoaster. From the good to the bad and even moments where it reached the extremes on both side. Relationship was a bitch to go thru although upon reaching the end of the dark tunnel, the fresh air and sunlight was fantastic. If i had to do it again, i will do the exact same thing. Friends were lost which is good in someways. Makes those that stayed behind more meaningful. In the words of bob, "Friends fight and bitch about each other backs, but what matters is at the end of the day, when you're looking at each other, you can love and laugh with that person." Seriously, to those who stayed behind with me thru my broken ankles and all those really fucked up things, thank you. And to all those who have decided that life without me in it would be for the best, lets just keep it that way.